I’m ALIVE

img_9513There are so many things left unwritten.

There is so much I haven’t said,

So many emotions neglected,

The time has come to clear my head.

I cry looking at these photos..

Because I remember wishing I was dead, laying in bed hurting

Sobbing and asking God why.

I begged to know why he would desert me…

I questioned if he heard my cries

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But I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.

I guess I didn’t really want to die,

I really just wanted the hurt to subside.

Looking back, I have come to realize

That without the suffering I wouldn’t be alive.

I’m ALIVE

I’m HERE

I share my story without fear. My dreams are becoming a reality.

My calling in this world is clear

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I hope my story makes history.

I hope I make it easier for the next queen to accept her story.

I didn’t fight to be forgotten.

It’s only up from here, I can’t disappear,

Giving up is not an option.

The worst is already conquered

I’m moving forward

At this point there is no stopping..

I’m Alive.
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Photographer : Christian Davis ( https://www.instagram.com/sweet_obsession_films/ )

17 thoughts on “I’m ALIVE

  1. Malcom Lighten says:

    Man your story is/will be one to motivate a lot of women. Your a walking talking down to earth blessing. I’m glad I stubble to your page.

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  2. PATRICK STORIES says:

    Hi
    Thank you. I am happy to see your wonderful poem. It gives me a thoughtful thinking and am  happy for that. That is always my intention to see a post that gives me happiness.

    Am happy  to share at least a part of that happiness and love here as am commenting now.

    Well, If I wish to be happy is inevitable to keep the vibes flowing.

    Cheers,

    PATRICK

    #PATRICKSTORIES
    Peace ✌and Love ❤

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      • PATRICK STORIES says:

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        Peace ✌and Love ❤

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      • PATRICK STORIES says:

        Here are the detail on how to reach me ok. Am sorry again for that.

        For any information email me:@patrickreallstories@gmail.com

        like my Facebook Page (patrickstories)

        follow me on instagram@ patrickstories

        Chat me up on whatsapp@ +2349038156756

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        Peace ✌and Love ❤

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  3. PATRICK STORIES says:

    Thanks    for accepting and following my blog.

    I’m available to read your post at my convenient time.

    You have such an interesting topic I will love to read in
    your blog.

    I still remain  the simple blogger…..

    #PATRICKSTORIES
    Peace ✌and Love ❤

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